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Saturday, September 27, 2008
教练和队长的故事。

进南大的第一年,
很想打球。
那时谁都不认识,但什么都不管。

那时的队,
令我感到陌生。
我好像一个过客。
来打一打,就算了。
赢了,也没什么感受。

这个学期,队形变了。
第一,换了教练。
第二,国家队的球员们都不能参加比赛。
(也就是说,队里根本没有一个超厉害的)
突然间,我们都发现了赢球的责任都在大家身上。
也不懂是怎么开始,队长都会召集大家在没有练习的一天一起打球。
她把那丰为“let's-play-basketball-together-session"。
她说,谁讲错,写错就要被罚。
那是她搞笑的方式。

几天前,我们一伙去吃火锅。
那是我三年在南大和队员的第一个聚会。
永远都会记得,火锅,甜品和豆江油条的味道。
不会忘记,为了看荧光碟八个人挤在车里的感觉。

今天是比赛的最后一天。
赢了,就会成冠军。
队长要得冠军,教练也说我们可以的。
我也要的冠军。

我们不再是陌生人了。
队长带我们走了很远,很远。

比赛后,队长哭了。
教练也哭了。

输了六分。

我们就说好,明年更大型的比赛,一定要得冠军。
没事了。这是开始。

晚上,拿了银牌,整队坐在体育场外吃饭。
突然间,教练说“队长,你要不要现在说?”

队长说“这个比赛是我最后一个比赛了。我有健康问题,得动手术。”

原来,对她而言,今天不是开始。

是段落。

此刻,回想起她为这个队做的一切,她说过的无聊废话,她为我们像疯子尖叫的声音, 他的一举一动。。。
她让我爱上这个队。

我只能问自己,为什么没有为她拿下冠军,为什么好的东西都不能持久?为什么她没有说?为什么都一直只露出灿烂的笑容,而宁愿把残酷的真相自己吞没?

此刻,全队的心灵都哭了。


9:40 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I wrote the following at 2.30am, and realise I'm not the "night" kinda person.

(I actually tried to send this as an email to charlene sivalingam....)


I promise this is the last email of the night, and I shall end this with a pat on my back. *pats own back*.

Yes, as you can see I'm a little woozy. Probably because I was having a group project meeting that was kinda going everywhere, but somehow end up nowhere. (But it's okay, I'm gonna pull it off).

Where was I?

Okay, this is the journal article I found. It's from Harvard Business Review, which is listed in the list of good journals in the tutorial notes.

If I only have 20seconds to tell you what this article is,

Well this article is divided into 2.
1) About a fictional company which have been experiencing some problems, eg. product differentiation, branding...
2) A few experts' take on the situation of the company and suggested operatives.

What's good about this article is that it has a very important element of HUMOUR. really quite funny. Then the experts apply the fake scenarios into real life, and they talk about market strategies to counter and avoid such issues, by using real life examples and phenomenons. (We can critique the article by saying hard to verify the viability of their suggestions blah blah blah)

Just read the first two pages and you'll find it quite interesting... really interesting

Then scroll to the pages behind, where the experts put forth their theories.


Ya, that's all for now. I need my sleep. now. serious.

Okay,Bye and see you tml.


Love,
Deanna

(...but gmail had some glitches and I didn't get to send it in the end)




12:22 AM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008
信。


我们那几个姐妹都拿到了可以去中国的那封信。
哦!欢喜!
觉得应该用心学习国语,不然明年去那里会死悄悄!
6个月里天天都得用华文沟通。
好大的挑战哦!
所以决定了。。。
有空就用华文字来写布罗格, 希望会增加华文程度,不再对这语言有陌生的感觉。
哇。 可是真的很费时,因为本姑娘的华文程度也太差了。

不过还是非常兴奋。
又有机会看一看世界了!
能出国是幸福的。不然永远都不知天高地厚,而会用窄小的眼光看待每种事物。
决定了。

一定去!


照片。。。



小弟弟(不懂是谁的)比赛跳。 可爱吧!




送给嘉玲的恶作剧字条。






我不懂这个华文叫什么。 不是摆家家酒啦。我懂了!野餐!



姐妹们都疯了。



他们也疯了。我们说华语说到这种地步。。。。

改天再聊吧!


7:03 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008
"I don't wanna survive, I want to live!"
- Taken from the movie Wall E

With ambiguity, comes meaning. Weird, absurb meanings that converge together to form a certain kind of truth. And I think that truth won't fail me...

well, maybe not too much.

Oh I love my busy, busy life right now. I really do.


2:19 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008
The scriptwriters' sickness.

There was a little bit of foreshadowing on thursday, where 2 of my friends, Joyce and Colleen, declared that they only had 2 hours of sleep the previous night, and so their eyelids have somehow dropped to their assess. And they had presentations the next day. Joyce had 1 and Colleen had 2, but thankfully they survived without any accidents, and with just 1 comment of "is it me, or is the sun very, very bright today?"

(perhaps this is the reason why uni grads deserve to earn more .)

After their almost sleepless night, it was the bulk of Scriptwriting coursemates who had our turn at it. We had to hand in our 15 page scripts to our tutor on friday.

Melissa, Wendy and I slept at around 4plus am, while Xue Mei didn't sleep a wink but showed up for the 9am class. At 2am in the evening, Bee Hwee msn-ed me, saying she was "f***-ed" because the scriptwriting software she downloaded said "there would be 3 watermarks of the programme on your paper when it is printed."

Maybe the next batch of people to have sleepless nights would be the Comm Research people.

It was an amazing feat, considering I had my Korean test the very next day as well. Thankfully I've already written my script, just that I haven't formatted it right until Thursday night. So I spent the rest of the evening in my world of Hangul Chapter 11 to 15. Melissa wrote her entire script in that one night, with her reason being "must have pressure than will work one, if not will keep getting stuck".

But all's well, ends well, because I ended up sleeping for 20 hours the night after. Without a word, I plonked myself on my bed at 6pm, and didn't regain consciousness till 2am, when my sister bellowed, "eh, you don't want to bathe ah?" Even then, I continued to sleep until this very morning at 9am, where I finally decided that I had enough.

No matter what, it was still a good week, both for me and my NTU teammates. We defeated SMU 60-40 in midweek, and the best part was that every single one of us played a part in the win. SMU drew first blood with a layup in the first few seconds, and within the first five minutes, had led 8-4. What made me happy was that the coach decided to put me in when we were losing, and when I was subsituted out early in the 2nd quarter, we were leading by ten. I had short appearances in the game after that, perhaps only going in for 1 or 2 minutes per quarter, but it was enough.

And that was the end of week 7, Sem 1, Year 3. A week to remember.


2:25 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008
Leanne Wong
Heard birthday gongs
And had so much fun
Cos she just turned 21



"I turned 21 and all I got was this lousy poem"...




...must be what Leanne Wong is thinking right now.





Nevertheless, happy 21st birthday! Here's to many many more crazy adventures, like driving without the stupid triangle, watching R(A) shows, getting into clubs without being checked, meeting in Liang Seah when the next leap year comes, and many many many more!

Love you loads and hope you have an enjoyable day!


12:56 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Gone Fishin'

又来了。

星期六,等朋友的当儿,我看到了梁静茹的“今天是亲人节”DVD.

完蛋了。

才刚买了她的旧专辑“亲亲”。 那是三,四个星期的事。都还没听够咯!(处了“失意”)

星期五,同事特地打电话给我,兴奋地说她已经买了新专辑。

我就一时冲动,买了下来。然后一夜里把全20多首歌看完。也好啦,自己缺乏的东西,听了可能会比较了解。


“分享的汤,我们两个汤匙一个碗”
“空气中你笑容满面,拍拍我的头,说你好吗?”
“一片空白,脑袋只剩冰块”


说真的,原来我们都唱她的歌!



12:45 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008
Production Time


2 (half) days of shooting,
2 nights of editing, and
hey presto,
we've got ourselves a film!



Melissa's favourite production still.




On Melissa's hand is the baby High Defination camera. Was our first time using HD, and we spent a lot of time trying to focus the shots, because the other groups warned us to.





Editing in this room that never sleeps for 2 conscecutive nights. Just behind our "cubicle" is Xuemei's group, who thinks me and Melissa went crazy editing because...











... we started naming our files according to how we're feeling. This file is entitled "waituntildieliao"...










..and we tried playing Pictionary while waiting for our files to be rendered/ exported. The topic for this was "Nursury Rhyme" and Melissa drew this for me to guess.

I really had no clue what the hell it was. Chicken Little, I thought.



You know what the correct answer was? Rock-a-bye-baby.
Seriously, that "chicken-look-a-like" creature is an actual human baby. Oh gosh.

But we did had a lot of fun during this intensive session. And somehow, that girl never grew bored of the song, no matter how many times we played it.

Gotta thank Hwee Teng and Kenny, for being our actors. Great job guys!
And Denis for the house. I'm really exploiting his house a good deal man. Hurhur.

Next production is coming up pretty soon, can't wait!



12:26 AM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Oh sweet sleep.


Yes. Melissa and I have finally (and successfully) finished our short 2 minute montage assignment and presentation, all in the span of 5 whirlwind days and nights.

For a while we thought we had to camp overnight in the editing suite, but thankfully we left the place at 2am the latest.

The rest of the groups who were in the suite, also panicking over their projects, said that for our next assignment, we should just have a night time steamboat-and-mahjong session. And it's really a good idea, because waiting for all the rendering, exporting etc. takes up such long hours.

Mel and I even resorted to playing Pictionary on the whiteboard for fun. We attempted to draw CS people and make each other guess who we drew. However, her drawing was too horrible so I lost.

Now, a huge rock has been lifted off my shoulders, and frankly, I feel that this film is an improvement from my last one. The acting is very real, thanks to Mel who's in drama, and the actors really gave it all.

However, there is still a need to work harder to catch up with the guys. Their films are really really good!

Shall upload the production pictures soon, and search for some lost sleep. I'm getting tired and cranky, and the temporary braces are kinda getting on my nerves.

I'm just a walking zombie la.

Hope my team will win later. Woohoo!


4:52 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008
fighting tooth and nail for something has taken a whole new HORRIFYING meaning.


2:34 AM

Thursday, September 04, 2008



Inspired by De Sica's "Bicycle Thieves", boosting superb cinematography and succeeded in making me not fall asleep in class.

Very beautiful.


12:20 AM

Monday, September 01, 2008
Cough becomes her.


The medicine lied.

It is supposed to be non-drowsy, but right now, I feel like I'm in the land of marshmellows. Oh look, there's a rainbow and a bunny that goes hippoty-hop.

After a long string of coughing fits yesterday and the day before while working at Comex 2008, my mama commanded me to stay home and rest today.

"Don't go to school ah!"She bellowed, after yet another coughing session. I tried to protest, meekly, before my coughs took over.

Wow, and I didn't know I loved school THAT much.

I do know though, that these coughs I have been having has mutated from small, squeaky, barely-there "ahem"-like coughs to full-blown, can-build-stomach-muscles, heavy duty coughing fits.

Just yesterday, I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop when my throat started tickling uncontrollably. The next time I knew, my head was jolting back and forth, back and forth and the auntie who sat beside me was giving me such a dirty stare.

I think she shifted 5cm to her left.

After sleeping almost the whole day (I woke up just now to catch Ink in Superband revival round), I feel even sicker. You know that lazy feeling you get, when you wake up after a nap, you just wanna snuggle right back?

That's what I feel right now, and I see that bunny again. I also have been hearing phantom ring tones, for nobody called. But that mystery has been half solved, since the auntie who comes to clean my house has the exact same ring tone as me.

It does mean I have to change my ring tone though, or be the laughing stock of my sisters, who are begining to mock my choice of ringtone and its association to the cleaning auntie.

School resumes tomorrow, yay. Then I'll be sane enough to stop seeing the stupid bunny and not become Donnie Darko.


8:55 PM

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This is Deanna.

My head is bloodied, but unbowed

Life is a mad, red Rush nowadays

Have moments of randomness

Steps away from the working society and dreading it.

Loves the money, hates the work.br>
Tries to be funny.

Sometimes am.

Loves adventure. Craves for adventure.

Will whistle for cash.

Hopes the fairy tales on tv can apply in real life.

Lives in a state of false consciousness called television.
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