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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
不知道，你到底是我每天第一件事，还是我会呼吸的痛。 难道你已经挥霍了我的崇拜？还是别给未来的自己太多压力。未来的事我 们知多少？ 这都是我们生命中不可承受得轻， 想一想有一秒的天 堂好过什么都没有。走过了101回, 说过了C'EST LA VIE，用三寸 日光许愿了， 最后才发现原来你也唱我的歌。 ：）
2:11 AM
但是，我的华语真的还满烂的。哈哈。 现在有那种鸡同鸭讲的感觉。。。 嘿，没办法。谁叫我小时候不用功，现在只能打出简单的句子。 真是看不下去。 算了啦。
1:57 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
 Just needed a boost from a label found on a step in Orchard Road MRT station (no kidding!) Bled out again because of basketball. This time from the nose. After I got the elbow in my face, I lay stunned for a moment. Then I stood up, felt fresh blood come out of my nose, and told the person who did it to "look at me! look at me!". She said,"Keep your hands to yourself. Keep your hands to yourself." I retorted," Is this even necessary?!" and stormed off to clean myself. After the game though, all was alright as she apologised and I told her "it's okay". Victor (the referee) said that I shouldn't play ball in 2008 because it's just not my year. I think nobody died playing basketball (except that fella who kok his head on the floor many many years ago), so I should be safe. Always look on the brighter side of life. The dark side is too bloody and too morbid.
10:34 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
Make Love--ly Ribbons, Not War.The few of us friends from manymanymany years ago (ok la, actually 4 years ago) had an impromptu meeting at Ice3 yesterday, sans Jasmine who had to work. Topic that came up was the usual suspects, that great orange ball, the sharp Fox whistle, boys, girls, and of course, life. I ate waffles in the Serangoon Gardens joint, then in the middle of the night, I had a great tummyache. Therefore, I conclude that ice cream doesn't go well with my tummy at 10pm. (what a wonderful life.) Anyway, I think at least now, I'm beginning to have a life in 2008. Other than these fellows, I managed to squeeze time out for a lil' shopping trip with Leanne Wong. Sadly, I can't make it for the 21st birthday dinner for Clara with the WKWeeians. If I hope for change in my routine, could I get some? Repetition is boring. Repetition is redundant--sometimes. At this stage, there's a certain urge to get out of everything I ever knew, and try something else. (Grass is always greener on the other side.) If I just wait and see, long enough, maybe then, I'll know what I want. (I know what I want, but the courage to get that-- that's the main question aint it?)
12:49 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
 Make Everyone Wear Spectacle So We all Look Nerdy, Not War. Can melancholy even be felt? I'm yearning for things I can't quite reach--every morning, every night, everyday. Heath Ledger died today.
11:59 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Make silly faces, not war.Am angry, because there's a new version of Fish Leong's album, and it's the "Winter" version. The one I own has her frolicking in red flowers. Point is, the Winter version looks really good. Stupid marketing people! Well, I take heart in the fact that the one I own won't be out of place with the Chinese New Year coming around. Hey mama, can use the album cover to decorate the house for CNY leh! Anyway, was in some newspaper on friday-- a photo of us in uniforms got published and the caption read "University students wore school uniforms". (Thankfully not the ones with us making weird faces) So far, so uneventful. Haha.
1:06 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
 Make Powerpuff Girls Speak in their squeakiest voice ever, Not War. Apart from getting a temporary (but painful!) cut and bruise above my eye and Wear-Your-Uniform-To-School-Day, it's the same ol' same ol'. You know, after 3 semesters in WKWSCI, I can say I'm really having fun with the crazy people I hang out with. Crazy people always hang out with crazy people. (They are also sleepy people, coughs *apple*)   She started talking about how Nanyang Girls in the past had to pluck their armpit hair everyday because their pinafore was sleeveless. Don't they keep puberty in mind when designing uniforms???  2 SRJcians. one VJcian, and one Nanyang girl too embarrassed by the revealing pinafore. We're too old to fight, so all we can do is pose. Anyway, Feliuliu's blog has nicer and more pictures of us. (ok la, and funnier comments) www.feliciarocksyoureyeballs.blogspot.com That's all for now.
12:28 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Make Giggling Noises, Not War.After many years after hearing a disturbing love song on the radio, I've finally found the singer and exact title of the song while watching MTV. Katie Melua, this non-mainstream artiste, haunted my ears by singing "There are nine million bicycles in Beijing, it's a fact, it's a thing we can't deny, like the fact that I will love you till I die". What has nine million bicycles in Beijing gotta do with "the fact that I will love you till I die"? Seriously??? I've been stumped. Her new song, now on MTV, carries a somewhat similar flavour. "If you were a sailboat". Some of the more memorable lyrics go "if you were a sailboat, I'll sail you to the shore" and "if you were a piece of wood, I'll nail you to the floor." I CAN'T hardly wait to hear the rest of her songs-- talk about being alternative.
1:03 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
WEDDINGS , if not your own, is a valid reason to photowhore cos let's face it, you're all made-up but nobody's gonna care about you because you arn't the bride. Wedding in Pontian, M'sia. Didn't even know the bride, who's an employee at my dad's office. Restaurant was called Shangrilla. That extra L stands for a LOT of difference from Shangri-la.  Cousin's wedding. My theme was "jailbird".  In car for M'sia wedding. So damn bored, and the road was so bumpy, it made me very aware I had a full bladder.
1:14 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Radio Production Workshop- Day 4 She's STILL sleeping...  ...and managed to maintain a fixed position after 5 minutes, still sleeping.  I don't know these people. They stole my phone and took pictures of themselves. Spent a record breaking 9 hours from 9am to 6plus PM in the godforsaken SCI building when the programme for the workshop stated it would end at 3pm. AND on a saturday too! But I learnt a lot during the 4 days, and took a lot of pictures of APPLE sleeping in class so I guess it's been fufilling. Now it's time to enjoy my remaining holi-DAY, cos it's one 1 day more to school reopening.
10:09 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
Experiencing the game of BLOKUS. Night time is the time I see the light.  Bored. bored. bored. - radio production workshop in WKWSCI, NTU. Day 3.  Radio Production Workshop- Day 2.  APPLE LEE! Wake up!  Is it her voice, her lyrics, or is it sometime entirely different altogether?
8:37 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
We all have bad memories. We need re-caps.Because today is 1/1/08, and all radio stations and television shows are recounting events, top songs, loser songs, significant miracles, epiphanies yada yada, I shall do one on my own teeny weeny life too. Haha. To have insignificant, utterly useless insights is reason no.2 for having a blog. (Reason no. 1 is actually self- gratification. RIGHT? ) Alright, let's start. 2007 is the year where DEANNA... 1) Looks like a CAR. I admit, I like offering rides to friends who are inconvenienced by the government who decided to build a university in the middle of nowhere. But then there are those (actually 1) who sees me with a red body and 4 tyres for hands- well, at least that’s the impression that fellow schoolmate gave me. As I’ve said many many times, the car is my privilege, not my right. Even though I like the feeling of people “ooohing” and “ahhhing” at the sight of my 4 wheels, (see, self-gratification again!) nonetheless I’d like some concern for me first, then the car. 2) learns about living away from home. I recall the time I fell sick in the Land of Kimchi and People Who Have Lines For Eyes When They Smile, and it was the first time I was sick away from home. The boys told me they’ll be out for dinner, but will buy me dinner, and I waited two plus hours till they came home. All that time, I kept thinking “Where the hell are they?” and “I’m dying!” In the end, I discovered the boys enjoyed a slow korean styled BBQ dinner with loads of chit-chat and meat while I laid hungry and weak at home. But I didn’t say anything, because boys were just being boys. And the responsibility to take care of me was on myself, not them. But I also know Mummy won’t let me go hungry for so long. I guess, my family is still the unit that takes the best care of me. Friends, even though they are reliable, they don’t think as much, and take as good care as family does. Of course, ultimately, I’m the one who has to keep myself alive for my own sake. Or find someone who don’t take two hours to come back with dinner- at least. Hee. 3) really wants to do well in whatever she does. The first experience at making something out of a video recorder, no budget, a hint of an idea did not reap any recognition from the competition organizers, but filming illegally at the travellator at Doby Gaut MRT with plenty of CCTVs staring was nothing short of thrilling. The second experience was intense, heated, argumentative, and explosive. But at least it made me believe I have what it takes. The third experience- filming at Orchard with all eyes staring- was scary. Now in post-production, I hope it’ll do well. I want a forth, fifth, sixth… as many experiences as possible. Film making is actually making magic, and I like magic. 4) can sing in tune. Yay! No more, okay actually its LESS, jokes about my singing in 2007. I can declare myself no longer tone-deaf!! But I still sound somewhat constipated when I sing- hmm… 5) becomes a tabloid know-all. All thanks to my sister the tabloid whore, my house is well stocked with many trashy magazines with ambiguous headlines and SUPER UGLY pictures of stars. Gossip’s not a good thing, but hey, I know now STARS are made pretty, not born pretty. There is hope for me yet. Haha. Okay, now we can start 2008! Labels: 2007
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