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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
As i was typing before the blackout....
IMPORTANT NOTICE!!!!! People, u must tune in to Perfect10 98.7fm on Thursday night during SayItWithMusic. 8-11pm. If you are lucky, maybe can hear your name. If I am lucky, maybe Jamie Yeo will read my letter( hopefully, cos i sent my letter in a HUGE envolope). I know you may have tests or exams, but please try to tune in ok? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Defination of a blog. My defination of a blog is that a blog is the information bridge that link friends together. It serves as a tool to let your friends know how you are doing, what you are doing and how you are feeling. It is NOT AN EXTRA PIECE OF HOMEWORK. I mean, some people set their own blogs and say that. What the.... She didn't get how powerful a blog can be. Too bad for her. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Finally, let's talk about me,myself and I. Yesterday..haha...die die die. Chemistry? One word. Die. Chinese, die die lor, dun care. Today, Econs, ok lah, quite satisfied. MAths, hahaha...do until don't even feel like checking. That is to say, SIAN until dunno like wad. And keep getting stuck. Before maths, guess what, I spotted Gwen during her exam!! Haha, she was on first floor B block I'm on 2nd floor A block.Her table is 2nd from window, and I can see her looking here and there. When she saw me, she gave a big smile. Haha, guess how I identify her? Her hair lah :P.... kiddin' gwen. Then while looking at her, I was talking to Liling. We both felt strange that KiHui isn't around. I feel even more strange cos no more standing next to Yan Sze and crapping in the morning during morning assembly. And when she reminded me of those time where Charis would laugh at me in the mornings, I realised i was missing those too. The killer? I really missed the "desert time" man! After maths, I went to J8 with Jasmine(1S21)and Charlene and XueYun. We figured that we had two days to study for econs, so relek a little today. Charlene wanted to watch 13 going on 30. She was sure it has opened.But J8 dun have. So we went to Long John's and eat. Then they talk about their life in MayFlower. They shared many stories,all was very fun. But then,envious as i am, I will not give anything to change my secondary school life. We may not have the funniest,wackiest teachers, but we sure do try to bring out their funny side. Then XueYun went for her BBQ, me and Jasmine and Charlene went to Orchard to see if got the movie so we can watch. So we walked to Shaw. Dun have. Walked to Cineleisure. Saw the poster. 22 JULY!!!! Haha...so tired then .And Charlene can really window shop! And we saw a girl with a comb stuck in her hair. Hhahaa.. so funny. Tot that don't happen in real life. By the way, after the "fungi" saga, guess wad, my big toe got one funny funny bloody substance. Damn pain. Long time ago i cut my toenails cut too deep, then dunno why become like this. Disgusting. If by saturday not healed, I'm gonna see doctor.
10:52 PM
YingChin, Liling, Charlene, Stephanie, Jason(100%), Simon tio. So that means some parts of Serangoon, Bishan, AngMoKio and Hougang tio. Fun sia. Should call more people. Hmmm...wonder Renee tio anot. Gwen confirm never tio. YioChuKang leh? Hmm, but ena online leh, that means not affected... first time blackout sia... haha, it's like do nothing lor.
10:38 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
wahaha..using my mama comp now. So shiok. No pop-ups. hehehe... But then, nothing to say leh. Tomorrow Chinese midyear-sure flunk. And Chemistry. I got high hopes for chem, but struggling with Atomic Structure and Chemistry Bonding. Hope that at least get a 'C'. Yay, tomorrow can see my friends! Boo, tomorrow have to see the school, sian. Oh well, you win some, you lose some. No more KiHui and YanSze tomorrow, i think i'll feel super weird. Hopefully won't sink into depression. Hopefully won't be lonely during breaks. I'm so scared of being lonely man. Ergh, hate that stupid feeling.
9:23 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
well, this comp is getting into my skin. So irritated by it. guess wad.. i'm d/c now. Ah...back online. See, when i talk to people online halfway, I will be so pissed by the comp that i don't feel like talking anymore. So angry. Stupid computer. And cannot use my sis comp cos she put password. Sucks!
Anyway, last last night, I stayed up to watch Portugal VS England. When Owen scored from 3minutes, it was unexpected. But after that, i felt like sleeping. England looked very vulnerable. Luckily Ashley Cole is a good defender. I can't stand C. Ronaldo. He looked psychotic. But have to say he's mighty talented. Well, he plays for Man U ,so good lor. Cos Man U rocks. I have to endure 70mins of boredom before the match finally got exciting. But I support England, so it was crashing to see Portugal score in the dying minutes.Then Cole's goal was DISALLOWED. Then extra-time. Wah, I really wanted to sleep during extra-time. But 2nd half,i was like "Damnit!" when Portugal scored. Heng heng heng Frank Lampard scored. I was messaging Simon when watching the match. Half the time we were talking about soccer, half the time about _____(cannot say her name, she will kill me if i say her name). When he scored, he was like, "See I told you, that's my England." and I was like, YES!!! in my own living room where only i was watching. And i was the only one watching. And the penalties. ( STUPID ****ING POP_UPS!!!!!) One word: ELECTRIFYING. Beckham missed. Beckham missed!!! But heng one Portugal player missed too. When each of them kicked the ball, my heart was like "pop pop pop". Then came the turning point where Vassell's got saved. Ricardo the goalkeeper then scored and there it was. Portugal won just like that. Just. Like. That. Damnit. But I gotta admit, portugal was the better of the two. Hope that when watching the finals, it will not be me by myself. Watching a match alone is damn sian. Hope it will be like that time during World Cup 2002, where we went to Suntec and watched. And SQ say the referee long time no bathe cos he very cho... haha.. that atmosphere was gr8. Cross my fingers!
10:45 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
hi! I'm at Charlene's house now, using her comp. That time i used my sis's ibook, then she discovered...haiz..got scolded lor..not bad, she not as stupid as i thought( disa ,if u are reading this, kidding lah)
anyway,yar,i'm at charlene's house. I haven't cut hair. I think i no time to cut anyway. Sorry ah,Yuen Xin...heehee..no time lah...Erm, My mama got 70sumthing platelets in her blood, so no need go hospital. Hurray! :D And i finished writing notes for chemistry. Haha..yey! I think cos at home damn bored, so study lor.. haha. Nothing much in my life now. Sianz. Hmm, I'm a bit bad. When reading SQ blog, she like dun like her present circumstances. I felt kinda happy. When ur friend is suffering, u feel happy, so bad right? But it's because I'm in the same predictment. There's just no motivation to go to school. SO depressed when i think about it. Recess time die, cos no Yuan Shi and KiHui anymore. I go S21 is to find them, now i think i dun dare to find S21people loh.. Haiz.... I miss Presbyterian High so much. I miss those days... SQ, Gekeng Andrea, remember Ang Buay Hua? SQ, u lah..always say my hairstyle look like her. Cos last time mushroom head. Sad man...sad sad sad....
2:22 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Yuen...my sis ibook cannot tag,so i shall answer here... u saw me blogging about cutting hair? No right? That means no lor...haha....
Twisted Confession It's the umpteen time i've been there nothing has been moved but it seemed so bare Only those with feelings , they'll understand try to decipher this with brains intellectual can't tell you what i mean you don't know this madness , this roar this torrent of emotions in my heart that pours find through yourself the hints i've given find throught history those times i've been lookin' at you with such weird expressions only one thing it means someone have been in something that's magical, selfless senseless this is this is senseless if you can see through this you can surely see through me It's part of what i want , it's part of what i don't cos one thing is clear you mean something you are special only you can't tell yourself because if it is what you think it is it's too bizzare too against tradition too un-you i know you but sadly only a little thus i can only express through this poem a riddle don't think it's for others it's solely for you read this and you'll know how i feel deannatan june22 2004
10:03 PM
Anyway, long time never see Yuen Xin they all loh..wonder if they had fun studying together... actually dun miss yuen xin, is miss her house phone...Wahahahaha!!!! Oh... and I got LTC withdrawal syndrome.. yar, i damn lag, now then the withdrawal syndrome come. The symtomes are: When seeing LTC mates, will sing "OH IT WAS SAD!!!"....haha....
9:49 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
ARGH...my comp now is resting on it's left side, cos the stoopid screen still tilted, then if you tilt the moniter, then the screen becomes correct. Haiyoh!! Where are all the computer experts!!????
So much has happened in the last few days. Haha..my life is eventful. Must tell you guys about the "fallen ice cream". It was very malu, but it was one happy day oso..haha...It was thursday. Thursday I had pw meeting in school in the morning. I think I never do anything lor. Ji pai si liao... I'm the slacker. Even charlene got do some stuff. I'm like stoning can... Then after that me and charlene went to eat roti prata at the coffeeshop outside school. Haha! The man never give back Charlene her $1 change. But she don't dare to ask for it, although she kept complaining. Haha...Then SOMEBODY called me. So I call back. Then turn out to be miss call. Heng I got call back, cos GekEng and SQ were going to Orchard road to... eh, do stuff. (cannot let andrea know... but i like that obvious anot?) So we jalan jalan, walk here walk there. Then I want to eat ice cream. At the traffic light, the SQ say," Hey, TingXian working there." So while walking, we bio here and there and i saw tingxian. He so tall, so easy to spot. And I licked my ice cream. Then one whole chuck fell, right smack in the middle of the road. $1 and the top fell lor.. sob...my delicious ice-cream..boo... Then when we walked back that same road, there was no sign of the ice cream lor.. amazing man... And that day saw quite a lot of people. I saw MingXian and Jeremy. Actually its they see me one. Then SQ was like, "Deanna, your friend ah?" Then I turn, and saw mingxian. Then with him, was Jeremy. Lalalalala... oooh... how beautiful was the sky. Anyway, SQ and Gek Eng say MingXian cuter lor.. so not true...haha.. Then on Friday, went to have dinner with tokcok gang. Saw Eunice<-- LTC camp instructor. Wah, she got a mohawk. Cool sia... And the dinner was very fun. But got scolded by my sis when i went home. Cos my lil' sis fell sick. Now got my mum, bro and lil sis sick. Haiz...yar, I felt quite bad too. HAIZ... must change my attidute.. must not be so selfish ever....
8:08 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
guess wad...I tilted my comp's monitor. Now the screen's upright, but the thing's all green... must be because the monitor inside got dunno wad lah... haiz... I dunno how to tilt the stoopid screen back. Grrr.... So green and my eyes so pain. Kena Sai...
9:30 PM
first went to school for econs. Charlene late...eh, ok lah, .ae by 6mins only.. Econs very boring... me and charlene were talking all throughout the lesson. Brunch at Mac.Talked about LTC and somebody. So much to say After that, went to Yuen's house to deliver the videos. I press the doorbell so many times but they never open. All I could hear was YanHui's laughter. Then the Yuen Xin somemore say," Why Deanna haven't come ah?" After a looooooooooong while then they finally open the door. Aiyoh... Then we sat and watched the videos. Gwen siao already, keep talking to the tv and trying to pull down my pants. Over-excited? I a bit bhb, keep telling them to watch the SR no.5 when she scores or do a screen or do assit. But they chose to ignore. Oh well, haha.. no.5 rocks. :P ... Eh, at 1.40, I went to J8 to meet YingChin and her little bro to watch Harry Potter. My lil' sis oso came. We ate up the popcorn even before the movie started. Hee... The movie quite nice. I was thinking, since when Hermione became so chio? Harry was quite handsome, but he too white, look so pale. Haha.. anyway, I agree with Yuan Shi. I felt that it was too brief. Everything is too brief, they nevER TALKED ABOUT THE padfoot,prongs,wormtail and er,i forgot. But nevertheless nice. Felt that the movie too short. When they repeated time,I was like, so soon going to finish le ah? I studied at night.Yeah! Finally did some decent studying. This morning studied too. Will be studying later.So happy with myself that I finally want to study. Ok, my computer siao alreay. The screen suddenly turned vertical. So now, the 'start" toolbar is on my left and the "File" toolbar is on my right. Fantastic. HELP!!! How to tilt this thing back?? Grrr....
3:01 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
wah...everytime watch tv will have news, news will have England vs France that match. See already gek sim... WHY i dun have cable!!! I want to watch. Spectacular comeback from France. But i hate France lah. Tyco... but the Zidenine Zidene is really something...and Shi Qi's husband Barthez donno why suddenly so li hai.He managed to save that penalty! The same Barthez who used his hand outside the penalty box during a Man U game, causing the commentator to utter that it is ridiculous. The same Barthez who got sold off. Wah.. SQ, what's your husband's secrets? By the way, the Greece Vs Portugal worst. I see until 20mins into the game i kun liao. 6mins into the game Greece scored, and for that 20mins, no magic from Portugal. Wasted my time trying to stay awake. Can tell that Greece's defence very tight.
7:37 PM
It felt bittersweet. For a year, that was the meeting place for her, Steph and Jason when they went to school. Jason would place his arms around the railing and lift up his legs without a care while waiting for the train. Steph however, with luck was always on time when the train came in although she had to run a little. The girl laughed to herself. Time after time, Jason and her had asked Steph to just come a bit earlier so that she doesn't have to chase after the train. But each day, Steph would always be spotted hurrying down the escalator at 7.15, when the train would pull into the station. What happened to Steph? The latest news was that she was in China for a school trip. But China or Singapore, the girl felt that now, Steph is now out of reach. Steph won't be seen running down the escalator by her soon. Things have changed, she must admit. Things that she really hope hadn't change. However relationships change, she still feels grateful for that experience. And she feels grateful for all that she've got. Like a friend who has this obsession with a chicken with a hooked beak. Like a friend who has been there for 4years. Like a friend who doesn't talk much but she knows that friend listens. *************98.7fm Mornin' Madness Food For Thought "If you wanna make friends, you gotta be one first"*********************
7:12 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Oh man.
You know,when you hear about the middle child syndrome, you laugh. I laughed. But then, as time goes, as reality comes,I realised that the middle child syndrome indeed exist. But I rather believe that it's due to the negliegence of the parents and an attention seeker in the lower end of the family. Yes. And I'd rather believe that the parents are old fashioned, meaning that they like sons. Oh yeah. You know, I could scream about it. Really really scream about it. I hate the way my father treats my brother and me. There's a stark difference to how he treats my brother and my other siblings. Hmm, I like to make model cars, those tamiya ones, my dad buys it for my brother. He says, "Cos he's a man, he gotta learn to build these stuff". Yeah, I UNDERSTAND.I REALLY DO. Guess what my brother did,by the way, he's a great guy. He swings the plastic bag in which the car model contains, and said," See, Deanna,papa buy for me one leh." Oh yeah, and he smiles at me gleefully when he says that. Hah,I don't even know if my dad knows I like this kind of stuff. You know, guys talk about cars. Well, I know a girl who talks about cars as well. Guys talk about games. HEY I LIKE GAMES TOO!! WHY DOES HE GET AN XBOX??? WHY? WHAT? I"M INVISIBLE? WHY DOES HE GETS A GAMEBOY ADVANCED WHILE I HAD TA BEG MY MUM ALONG WITH MY SISTER FOR A GAMEBOY POCKET? HuH? What? Cos he's the only boy? Don't give me this shit. I'm really sick of seeing his arrogant face. Really downright sick and tired. You know, conversing with someone who always thinks that he's right is very tiring. Disgusting in fact. And seeing him being fawned upon is idiotic. He wants SpyKids 3D, he kicks he screams, he gets it. Oh yeah. I scream i shout, I get caned when I was his age. Oh, and for a bonus, the only movie I watched was The LionKing in K1, courtersy of a free movie ticket. Wow. My anger really is going nowhere.No adult will know how i feel now. I can still remember, every Chinese New Year, those relatives, they talk to that boy so much. But us three girls,NAH. Well, I don't blame them, they're chinese. They like boys. They like males. I've been telling this to my friends," My mom and dad wanted to get a boy, first child was a girl, so they tried again. Second child girl, they tried again. Third child girl, so they tried again. Finally, here comes their BABY BOY." Oh yeah. Oh. I remembered what really ticked me off today. My dad talked about soccer. To him. HELLO????? I'm the only one obsessed about soccer in the family. Not him. My father asked," Ah de ah, you got watch soccer yesterday." He was like," No, I hate soccer, it's so stupid kicking it in and out." Then my dad asked me( he finally knows i exist huh?)," Tonight got leh, ah na got watch?" Then I replied," OUR HOUSE NO CABLE, KAN SAI AH?" Of course i didn't shout, but he won't get the message anyway. No...no he will never. Never ever. My dad, the great businessman, my dad the great FATHER.The.GREAT FATHER............................. omg...i need someone to cry on. ass.
8:48 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
oh yar..since Shi Qi sorta provoked me, ( she said her ear will get injured if she hear me sing)... and I'm so bo liao now, I think I want to tell the world who's Shi Qi... hope she dun mind...
SPoTLighT on.... Name:Ho Shi Qi/ SQ <--named after SQ 006, which crashed in Taiwan cos she index no.6. Spooky coincidence right?/ LionKing<--look at her hair well, this girl. I don't know what to say. I know her in Secondary 1, and she's the one who make me become the crapper. She say very funny stuff, so I try to copy her lor, in the end came out lame stuff.. sad ah. She got her trademark hair in Sec 1 and Sec2. One person even thought it was a Squirrel's tail( horrors of horrors) at one point. So she go rebond. At first after she reborn,I feel that she looked like ghost. Yar, then in Sec 3 she oso my classmate in 3Grace, always acting innocent and got dengue fever in Sec 3. Very sad, she Sec 2 and 3 went to hospital. Then Sec 4 she English Rep. Always talking cock at the back of the class and running around with Michelle Ho. Then everytime she will say "Ho ho ho..." and cover her mouth, but when she really laugh, she cannot stop one. Seriously, then everyone will laugh with her. Eh, when she get pinched, her "fan ying" very "chi dun".. she will "ouch..shzzzz...ouch...shzzz" one...then will make her mouth flap inwards. Haha... Ok...it's official..I miss her hair.
7:01 PM
and your hair ah.. must be careful leh. You cannot anyhow move, cos later 100 by 100 the hair will fall, then you will be jealous of my silky black hair. Aiyah, haiz.. only some people will be lucky to have "hair plantation"... SQ, dun envy me. Anyway, maybe next time I can buy you a bed, so you won't anyhow move and make your hair drop. Haiz, your hair once drop, very hard to grow leh. Hey, I know what to do for your birthday. You want Beijing 101 or YunNan?? Eh, mabbe can go buy Extrim from Ms Lim Soh Peng... I think she can be spokesperson for Extrim. Haha.. Anyway, the above all is joking only k, Shi Qi.. I'm not that bad lah. I'm the guai gia who had "zi bi zhen" before you came and taught me to talk like this now. So, techically it's your fault lah. Make me say this kind of bad things. Oh! I'm so ashamed of myself now...HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!! <--( pai seh..self-humor) See you tomorrow! Hopefully I cannot count how many hairs are on your head tomorrow. BTW... jasmine! Enjoy your trip to Sabah! Me and the bball gals will miss ya!
6:47 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
woooh.... today heard more in-depth stories from Brenda about SuWei's third eye. Kinda scary. Dunno if SuWei's 3rd eye is for real or just that she's a good storyteller. Hopefully it's the latter. HOPEFULLY. wooh~~~~
BOO~~
7:51 PM
Anyway, chemistry from 8-11am today. Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. After that supposed to go to Yuen Xin's house watch video. YanHui and gwen got grounded, Ena cannot make it and Renee sian...haha.. yup, so never go in the end. Sorry YuenXin! Next time...next time.... Tomorrow going to watch movie. Hope that person don't pang seh me. I want to watch shrek2! And Saturday going out with ShiQi, XiaoWei( finally can see her!!!) and GekEng and Andrea and maybe XueYi. YaY!
1:20 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Went out with Gwen today! For about 3hours. I kept teasing her about her hair. Haha, nice hair gwen. Eh, then after that came home to watch Matchstick Men. Hmm.. let's do a review of this movie..hehe...
Tittle; Matchstick Men Director: Ridley Scott Starring: Nicholas Cage,Sam Rockwell,Alison Lohman Story: It's about this conman or con artist, as he puts it, who suffers from an illness in which he dislikes being outdoors and germs. He'll flinch when shoes are in his carpet and doors are being open. His partner in crime is Frank, who he calls his protege. Anyway, as the story progresses, he found out that he has a daughter named Angela who's 14years old. Along with that is a huge scam he has to carry out. Can he handle having that daughter and the job? Review: I have to say Nicholas Cage is a superb actor. He covers every little detail about his charactor, Roy Waller. It's him that makes the film enjoyable. And I loved that mega big twist at the end. Wow, I never saw it coming. Rating: 4/5 oh yar..got suaned like hell by Renee thru Gwen's handphone cos of fungi!!!
8:26 PM
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've become a spy. For my friend. Haiz. But those things that he wanted to ask the girl, he got the answers, but got a stab in the heart too. Haiz, makes me feel that the chance of u liking sumone but the person liking u back is quite slim leh. That one was a classic example... hope that the guy dun give up. Hope that one day the gal will like him..... *cross fingers*
12:06 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
I got stuck in the study room at 1something pm today. Today weather hot, so I decided to switch on the air con while doing my Econs. So I unlatched the door and it closed. Then,to my horror, I saw that the door no knob!!!! Since When did the door stop having a kNOB???? So, yar, my sister and mummy and yes, my AH MA came to my rescue. They hammer and bang and finally...I was OUT!!! Stupid door. Why nobody told me there was no knob??
5:30 PM
By the way, GWEN CUT HAIR!!!! =p So different sia After that, we went to see Grace............................... Grace........................ I dunno wad to say to................. make her feel better....................... really hope that friday comes sooner so that her bands will be taken out.......... She's so skinny....... cannot eat....her mouth..... my god........... Haiz................Haiz.................Haiz................... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ok, was chatting with Liling on MSN, then realise how bad I was. During breaks, I'm always going straight to Shelia & Jasmine & YanSze without saying hi to her and Kiwi. Yar, now that I think of it, I think I want to hammer myself. Cos if I put myself in her shoes, I will feel sad. Darn, what kind of person have I become?? $^#&$&$#^$@%$#......... But things have changed!!!! If only it was last time. LinYing, me and MeiJun will go eat at the canteen, then I will cum back to classroom to have TOK cok Session with SQ they all in PHS. ArgH. Growing up is so tiring sometimes huh?
12:11 PM
Monday, June 07, 2004
after the camp( and near death at the cliff at Gunang Punti).. I realise there are so many things dear to me...
[ShiqiGekengAndreaChowLinyingXueyiAndTheRestWhoIStillHopeAreTheSame][4Grace2003] [GwenEnaGraceJasmineYuenxinJoanJocelynRuiyiYanHuiYanSzePohShanHuiliRenee][bball2004] [1s20CharleneXueyunShazzAndMyClassmates][1s21ForAcceptingMeThoIDon'tBelongThere] [YanDaoChioBuMinusSuWei][J13] [1s15first3monthsTokCokGangLilingKiHuiCharisYingChinQinYao] [Pauline(see..ur a fren=D)Sammie] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hmm..hope to have milk for breakfast later.No jam is fine. Hi Gwen. But mama like never buy leh....Wah, heard on Radio that Jennifer Lopez is maried to Marc Anthony now. Things happen fast sia. Who wants to predict when they'll divorce? Haha.. sarcasm...ok, I am super boliao now. There's 3hours till I see Gwen, Jas and YanHui and YUEN XIN(!!!! happy happy happy) again. Nope, I don't wanna study now. And I have to organise outing for TOkCokGang. And have to find out if I'm available on June19 for Chow(smelly) LinYing. She ah, say got church dinner, but never say must pay until i found out. My best friend like that sia. So bad...haha...And I want to go out with SQ Andrea GekEng XueYi..... must faster organise leh, people. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ dear anyone who bothers, So here's another point of turning in my life it's been 6months without them I realised I've been miserable, I've been overdrived And now I see independance as a double-edged knife I had to force myself to grow on up Cos without u guys, I got to make myself laugh When I'm alone, I really can't help but curse why didn't I go YJ with u guys at first Espacially the 2nd intake, those first few days I thought I couldn't survive but then when i think what I thought made me stay I thought of basketball, this game has it's way And soon, wadauknow, I'm outa my shell Crapping with this bunch of ppl and I can tell i'm happy I'm having fun Then came LTC and now guess wad this is like another window of my life I can't believe my eyes I'm standing up and I fight Now I'm happy all over again But still missing those people who's been in my life for 4whole years, made me lame( SQ lor) made me mould Made me who I am So Yup,i'm having a wonderful time Having the best of both worlds here, and so signed, sincerely, deanna
9:05 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
5th day
by 9am we were out of the campsite. HAiz... SO FUN!!! we were singing on the bus back to singapore. They built a ship titanic, to sail the ocean blue they tot they built a ship that no water can go thru but the lord of mighty hands knew the ship will never land it was sad when the big ship went down OH it was sad( <--my FAVE part) (echo) OH it was sad (echo) it was sad when the big ship went down to the bottam where the husbands and wives little children lost their lives it was sad when the big ship went down (continue with Oh it was sad, and repeat till u shuang)
4:38 PM
Anyway,back to the LTC camp 4th Day The night before, I talked to Shaz in our tent about stuff. She gave SeeYan a nickname. Because SeeYan's name, if you read it fast, becomes "sian", so we were discussing whether she has a boyfriend or not. Then Shaz said, if she got bf, her boyfriend name is "SuWei". Geddit? Then Charlene,Rose and XueYun who were in the next tent laughed. So, yup, this nickname is permanently here to stay. 4th day. After breakfast, we did water activities. The YanDaoChioBu( what we call ourselves, the LTC people) were divided into 2groups. My group were with Eunice. We had to build a raft out of 4tyres and 6 PVC pipes. I was like a stone, I don't know what to do, so i stoned a bit. When the raft was done, we had to go across the lake in fours. There were twelve people, so three trips would have to be made. I volunteered to go first. So there we were, me, Shaz, Shahirah and Mateen rowing down the lake. Eunice was like, "Deanna, you playing with water ah?" cos i dunno how to paddle. Me and Shaz were laughing and laughing and laughing. Then another game. That game Mr Bernard Tan and MR Zaihan kept ka jiao-ing us. Then River Crossing! The river water so nice, but the way there not fun. Pain sia, the plants were whipping us. After lunch, it was HIGH elements!!Absailing and rock climbing. When Eunice briefed us, she was like, "Deanna you know hor?" Then I was "yar". Then she was "you look very blur leh..." Everyone laugh lor. I was the LAME one in the camp. Sarah went up the tower, then Brenda, then they absailed. Then it was SeeYan's turn. She FreaKed oUt. The whole bunch was shouting, "SeeYan! Just take the first step!" Her butt was already out and her legs were already on the ledge. But she just didn't dare to go down. So she was stranded up in the tower for about an hour(??) while Yvonne went down first. The second time she went down, she freaked out again. But she managed to get down( closing her eyes and crying along the way). Two turns after her turn, it was my turn. Wah, it was scary you know. When I was on the ledge, I was like," I scared I slip leh, my shoe no friction!!!" Eunice and Shaz laughed ah. Then yar, I took my step, and some steps felt like I was slipping. Down and down and down. Then I turn and saw the ground. I was like, "So fast ah?" haha... Come to think of it, it wasn't that scary. :D .I conquered my FEAR!!! Then rock climbing. I climbed so little, then cannot liao. Fingers no strength. When I let go, I was the only person who slammed right into the wall. Haha, nobody else as stupid as me. Everyone laughed. Then it was LOW elements. We only did "Trustfall". The game was that I had to step on a platform, about 1m high, then had to fall down straight and trust that the people below will catch my fall. Shahirah went first and she was caught. So, ok i went. I stepped up the platform, and asked," Can I trust that you'll catch me?" They went, "YeS". Then I said,"Falling." They said "Fall on". So I went down. In that instance,everything was like in slow-mo, but was like super fast. Cos the next thing I knew, I hit the ground! They never catch me!!! Sob..haha.. but I think i never fall properly. Someone said I bounced off their hands. I hurt my head lor. Haha..i was the only casualty leh. Dinner, then CAMPFIRE!!! I acted as a girl who got scolded by her mother. I volunteered one. Haha, then YandaoChioBu kept laughing at me during the rehearsal. During the campfire, we sang songs and acted lor.. So fun that we wished we could stay on. Then 11 sumthing we had to sleep. But Simon say the instructors won't come and check on us. So I was talking to Simon, Shaz, Alfred(counsillor), Rose, Ruey Jen, Celestine and Celine till there was only Simon, Shaz, Alfred and me left. I slept at 3am. At 5sumthing am got downpour sia.
3:20 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2004
3rd Day
We were told that the hike down will be less tiring, but we have to be more careful. And with the thunderstorm the night before, I was quite scared that I will slip because my New balance shoe has no more friction. And I don't wanna think how the heck I'm supposed to climb down that mother of a huge rock. Well, we packed our stuff, unpitched the tents and went to wait for our turn to go down the steps, then the rock. Wah, when it was my turn,climbing down was far more scary than going up. I was gripping the rope so tightly,hanging on the rope for dear life. I nearly slipped at one point. Scary shit. And my legs were shaking. When I finally landed, i was still shaking! XueYun and Charlene were laughing. Then while waiting for the rest, Eunice taught us to sing the "titanic". The song very long, but my favourite part was "Oh it was sad, oh it was sad... it was sad when the big ship went down."Cos we will echo the "oh it was sad!"..haha.. Back to the hike. So we went down, and I was "hui-yoh-ing" all the way. I don't know why, when I slip, I will make this sound, "HUI-YoH." Shaz laughs when I "hui-yohs" And they say standing behind me while hiking very good, cos got entertainment. Cos my reactions very funny. i very heng, I never tio Leech bite, never slip. So, WHEW. And the hike felt like forever. We finally reached the campsite, and after a bath( yup, the only bath i had the during the whole camp), lunch. After lunch was games! Got one game I was the leader, and that game was that we had stand on a bench and cannot talk. The objective is that we have to arrange ourselves to what Cow wants. So, before the game started, I was telling them all the signs to commuticate like "stop".. "move" Then Cow wanted in terms of height. That was easy. Then he wanted youngest on the left to oldest on the right. So I immediately pointed 1. Mateen was born in January, So I asked him to move the the left. He was unwilling to move. I was like, move move move, he was like, stop stop stop. Simon also was showing the "stop" sign frantically. I insisted Marteen move to the left. Finally, Simon couldn't take it and said," Aiyah! January is the oldest lah!". Then Everyone laughed. I laughed so hard when I realised my mistake. And everyone laugh and laugh and laugh. Dinner after that and Nite WALK!!! Nite walk damn scary lor. But I kept thinking of my friends to distract me. Lucky nothing happened to me. :D . I shall describe the night walk to anyone who wanna know..i want to go shit now, then sleep later. Talk about day 4 and 5 some other time. By the way, got people in the camp who tolerate not shitting for the whoel camp and come back to Singapore to shit. Haha..like Yvonne.. so funny sia
5:32 PM
Hiking is not as easy as it seems. It's super tiring! We walked and walked for so 3hours. WE set off at 9am, and reached the summit at about 12something. It was damn scary. I was like, stepping aon a million stairs. And the ground was also very steep. Up and up and up and up. It's scary when you look and right beside you is a cliff. I've never been to any camps before, and I was terrified! However, after much much much perserverence, we reached the end point of the trail. But that wasn't the summit. In order to reach the summit, there is a giant rock which we have to climb up. Imagine my terror when I saw that ROCK! Luckily, Uncle George( a very experienced climber who is leading the group) was there to guide us. When it was my turn, and i stepped up halfway up the rock, i looked down. I LOOKED down!!! Nothing but a slope. I forced myself to think of Gwen and the bball girls and all the times we had to distract myself. I climbed and climbed and finally, I was up the rock. Guess what! It was not over! There was still a very very steep path upwards. So steep that I had to literally climb, sorta like grabbing roots of trees and pulling myself up, and grabbing another root, and pull and so on. I hung on for dear life man! When I finally reached the summit, no words could describe how I feel. Ok, maybe there is a word, BREAth-tAKing. We pitched our tents and did the brain storming for LTC projects till 6.30 pm. And it was DINNER time!! Using mess tins and automatic cookers and solid fuel, we cooked a VERY VERY delicious meal. There was campbell soup, sardines, baked beans, maggie mee. YummY!!!! We were lucky we ate early, because soon it was raining and we were huddled in our tents. Up there, we do not know why but everyone can hear anyone who's talking no matter what tent they are in. So we were in our own tents, but talking to the guys and gals in other tents. (By the way, there were 5guys and 20gals, the guys had to carry the tentage up the hill..good job guys!) We were singing and laughing in the rain, all of us. Eunice even taught everyone a song! After the rain, the guys went to walk around the tents, but i never walked around. SeeYan's voice super loud and annoying. Then somebody talked lame jokes and Cow had so many. I also have, so i contributed, and everyone "went to switzerland to snow ski" (geddit??). Then they said I was the Lame queen and Cow is the lame king. Actually, it's SeeYan lah. She won't give suaning people a rest one. From day 1 to 5, i was suaned by her. Shit her. Then she said ghost stories outside somebody's tent, but we all could hear. So I had to cover my ears. Shit her lor. 3rd day was night walk leh, and she still wanna scare people. She say she got "third eye". Heng she not sleeping with me!!! Knock knock who's there? E.T E.T who? Bom bom bom...I'm E.T from outer space, bom bom bom, come to Singapore to sell toothpaste...bombombom..when I look into your grandma's face. bombombom, it reminds me of a mokey's face, bombombom Hey hey! Monkey's face.....bom bom bom...tell your grandma to buy my toothpaste! Eunice taught us this song that night. So nice to sing!
5:01 PM
Oh it was sad...oh it was sad it was sad when the big ship went down! 1st Day First day was the most BORING day!!First, we came to SR in the morning, I was super early, and waited for Charlene to come because she's meeting me at 6.50. Guess what, she came at 7am!It was then that XueYun told me Charlene is those kind who will always be late one. sian Ji pua! So, after that, we hung around the concourse. Other LTC people were also there, but we don't know them at all, so I was always with Charlene, XueYun, Rose and Shahirah. That SeeYan was near us, Yuck! Shaz's passport got problem, so didn't take the bus with us, instead she went in Mr Zaihan's car all the way to Malaysia. In the bus, we sat behind and were the noisiest. At that time, I kept thinking of the basketball Malaysian Trip and I kept telling myself "if only the bball gals were here." I was kinda bored. After customs, everyone in the bus slept, including me till we reached Kota Tingi Rainforest. That place very cute one, there's this resort next to the campsite, but seperated by a bridge, that sort of bridge like Indiana Jones that kind, but less scary. I walked like bouncing like that when I went on the bridge, and Rose was a little freaked out. Hehe... After that, we had lunch in the open tentage, an area where there are benches and tables, sort of like a canteen-cum-meeting place. It's either lunch suck or I'm not used to it. We met our instructors, Yong Xiang( COW) and Eunice. After lunch, we had "tok cok" session with COW.<--- his surname and he tell us to call him that one. So I asked, "how old are you." I don't know how lah, but suddenly everyone jokes that I have a crush on him. Ok lah, it's just a harmless joke, so it's er, yar, harmless. That was what I think then. Eunice is damn cute. Her actions were very funny! But after lunch, after we self-introduce to other LTC people AND pitched our tents was the boring part. Some guy came to talk about "Project 101". SUPER SIAN. And it rained. After the super-duper boring talk, Eunice and Cow taught us the Banana Song and The little Green Frog. SO nice to sing!!! Haha... Then dinner (can make it lah). Then "Events 101". The same guy talked about how to organise events. Afer that talk, which I don't know how I could have survived without sleeping, was the Gunang Punti hike briefing, cos we gonna hike the Gunang Punti mountain( hill lah cos 500m) the 2nd day. We had to pack canned food, all the meals and everything we need because we staying at the summit for one night. Oh yar, the counsillors also went to the camp, but they different instructors and different schedule-they 3rd day then hike up the mountain. The bagpack YanHui lent me was so heavy because of all the food! Then we slept in the open tentage because of the downpour in the afternoon. I hate SeeYan. Yucks. Ok, i shall just devote this paragraph to me hating her because i dun wanna waste my time cursing at her... Fuck her. No...wait...who wanna fuck her? Yucks. Bleh~~~ Disgusting. Bossy idiotic big asshole and ass. Shit her. Stupid creature. The only unenjoyable thing in the camp. Puuuuiiioo-eeeeeeeeeeeeee.
4:17 PM
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