just reached home from Beach Road. I went there with Yan Hui( got pang sei-ed by Gwen). At first we couldn't find the place, we walk here walk there, I agar agar walk, but lucky YanHui asked around, cos I always overshot. I bought me MESS TIN!! haha, I'm so dumb about camping stuff! And we walked all the way from there to City Hall mrt station. It was nice walking with YanHui, we were talking and talking and talking.

Yeh, tomorrow's LTC( leadership training camp)!! Can't wait. Hope that I can sleep today

A Thought...
Renee said I like people easily. Well, maybe it's true. But I really don't know because honestly, I can't judge. Maybe I'm inexperienced, maybe I'm still really just a child. How can I follow my instincts when I don't know what they are?Why are there no yardsticks for this kind of stuff. Why isn't it like Chemistry, like Biology, like Maths, where if it's right it's right, if it's wrong,it's wrong. Why does it have to be like say, General Paper, where the pendulum can swing both side?. Oh well, I guess that's the goodness of it. If it was like Science, we'll all be bored by then.

Yesterday was N4 cluster games. I was the scorer for basketball. I made quite a number of mistakes,hehe, but nobody's perfect right? Well,it was supposed to be basketball for inactive people(that is, TAF club people), but somehow, those people don't look that inactive to me. I mean, they can run, they are not fat at all! Except for the Maris Stella guys. Guo Rui calls them Teletubbies. Bad right? Haha, but it was quite fun. Joan was running around, Da Wei and Gou Rui were referees and at the other court, there was Yao Ming they all. However, officiating floorball would be nice as well. Erm, before the start of the games, I had a little one-on-one with Yao Ming. I lost 4-5. Grr. My shooting sucks. I think i have to train a lot harder on my shooting, but nevertheless, it was a good game.

After the whole thing was over, we went to visit Yuen in the hospital.I found out that I'm so such a weakling, that I really want to make everyone happy at the same time,which is impossible. I'm so tired of myself. Anyway, when I saw Yuen, lying in the hospital bed with tubes all over her, I was overwhelmed with sadness. To see a friend who has been hyper-active lying there, I felt so helpless. When she woke to, we took turns (literally!) talking to her. I didn't realise till later that to talk to us, it was painful. I shouldn't have talked so much and asked her that many questions. Stupid me.

Well, and that brought us to TODAY. This morning, my mum force me to go to the doctor for my foot problem. I was there for almost half an hour, and was messaging Gwen while waiting. When it was my turn, the doctor told me, "fungi.. I'll give u blah blah" and it was done. Half and hour of waiting and one minute later, I was out. So fast leh... And at 2something, I went to meet Jasmine to take the bag I borrowed from her for LTC. Yeh, LTC camp is 2days away. Can't wait! By the way, while I was there, Gwen gave me some disappointing news. Sad-fateless-boo.


When he turns right I go left
So close but so far breathing down my neck
If only life is a circle
that way i'll get to meet 'em

haha...guess what, I got an "F" for my Chemistry Comman Test. 4 3/4 marks upon 20. Haha. I was laughing and smiling when I got my paper back, but I know deep down that I was hiding my sorrow with laughter. It's expected, because I did not study. From this, I RESOLVE to ace my Chemistry in future.I don't want to disappoint the most important person in my life. ME!

And so, my GP paper today sucks. I did the "abortion" question. Hot topic sia. And I stoned during my compre. Damn damn damn.

And today got briefing for LTC. I can't wait for LTC camp!!! Haha, I'm so sua ku, I've never gone camping before. And I borrowed so much stuff. I borrowed bags, track pants... blah blah...

Hey, Yuen Xin woke up in hospital at 8pm after her operation. Me,Gwen, Jasmine and Yanhui very happy when Gwen recieved her msg. :D... we're gonna visit her tomorrow. Hope that she's well.

And today, saw the people I wanted to see most. Heart was beating hard. :D ....

hmm... my heart is beating furiously for no reason. Maybe going to have heart attack. Anyway, today Yuen Xin is in the hospital. She sms-ed me saying that she had to drink "stinky water" so that she can lau sai. That made me laughed so loud, although I shouldn't be laughing at her. But her description was so funny! I just can't help it. Erm, today was another normal day. I had PE lecture, so it was literally NO SWEAT. Haha, and learnt about the C.O.W in 1s21. It's so funny how the whole 1s21 hate C.O.W. And I witnessed first-hand how unreasonable C.O.W can be. No wonder everyone don't like her! And hey, I took the bus 136 with Charlene<-- classmate... then take 53. Haha, yar, it's a little silly, but then it was fun chatting with her. I'm glad to have a classmate like her, like XueYun, okok, like the rest,(except Lena)<--hey, nobody's perfect, i do hate people but the people I hate are usually the people everyone hates, so no difference. Tomorrow is General Paper midyear. I'm quite scared. Hopefully I can do well, because the only subject I look forward to is GP. <--read: the subject, not the lesson, not the teacher. English rocks. Hehe. I want to do well. And I mean it.

Well, tomorrow there's LTC meeting and we have to take the equipment out for the N4 cluster games tomorrow. Yeh, that means I get to see the people I want to SEE most!
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I looked away and I looked back at u
you try to say things that you can't undo
if I had my way i'd never get over you
today's the day I pray that we make it thru
make it thru the fall
make it thru it all

[chorus]
And I dun wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I dun wanna talk about it
I dun want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I dun wanna talk about it
cos I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
when I come undone
you'll bring it back again
back under the stars
back into your arms

[chorus]

Wanna know who you are
wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
wanna know how you feel
wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything,
everything

[chorus]

- Avril Lavigne's "Fall to Pieces" from the album "Under my Skin"

haiz..changed back to this skin...will make sure the new skin will be problem free before putting it up

and found out that the hyperlink dun work

just spent 2hours trying to make my own personal blog, and I did. But Microsoft Frontpage and Blogger not compatible, so cannot see the nice nice pattern, but heck lah.One day, I'm gonna upload those pics somewhere on the net, sorta find a "host" to host my images. One day... but for now, please bear with the crosses and other stuff.. hehe... it's my first home-made blog! Even though it looks bad, but I'm still very proud of it. Learnt a lot about HTML. Haha, I'm a self-taught computer geek...

well, nothing much today. Went to N4 cluster briefing. And saw the people I wanted to see most. And I laughed so hard at Gwen. She was locked in the PE store, but actually it was unlock. All she had to do was to pull the door, but she kept pushing it. Haha...and Ena did Gwen's "dance" pose. Haha... classical moment i tell you...

yup, I didn't do any homework today again. I'm SO dead.

I woke up this morning, thinking that today will suck. I had a major depression. It feels like the sky is crashing down on your life. Today's Tuesday. Today there's Chemistry Comman Test, basketball and the day of letting go. I haven't really studied my Chemistry, all thanks to my dad's durians. Basketball has been kind of empty without them and letting go downright sucks. So, I walked to the bus stop like a zombie. How I wish I don't have to go to school then. Yan Sze isn't going to be in school anyway, she's got her interview. I really had NOTHING to look forward to, well, there's one thing i do look forward to-crapping with Renee on the way to school and my "morning chat" with Yuen and the rest.

Guess what, in the morning, my intuition was right. Renee woke up late. I had to take a cab from the bus stop to her house and by the time we reach school, we were late. This being my first time, I was let off. But Renee had to talk to this teacher, and I don't really know what happened to her. While walking into the hall, I saw Gwen!!! Haha, she said,"Early ah?" in her usual tone. Haha,just thinking of that makes me want to laugh. After that, was lessons. zzzZZZZZZZZZZ

Things got more fun in the afternoon. I crapped like hell with XueYun, Shazz, LiJun they all and it was super fun! I laughed like nobody's business. When was it when I last started laughing like that? I guess it was 5months ago, when I was still in 4Grace and there was still Shi Qi. During Chemistry extra lessons, I sat next to Noraishah and we were crapping all the way. Really fun. In the end, my "sucky" day turned out to be quite fun.

Then came basketball.Jasmine came after her track training. Joan said she'll come today, but then in the end they "tua-ed" me. Sad. Luckily there's Jasmine.

ARGH.

I woke up this morning, thinking that today will suck. I had a major depression. It feels like the sky is crashing down on your life. Today's Tuesday. Today there's Chemistry Comman Test, basketball and the day of letting go. I haven't really studied my Chemistry, all thanks to my dad's durians. Basketball has been kind of empty without them and letting go downright sucks. So, I walked to the bus stop like a zombie. How I wish I don't have to go to school then. Yan Sze isn't going to be in school anyway, she's got her interview. I really had NOTHING to look forward to, well, there's one thing i do look forward to-crapping with Renee on the way to school and my "morning chat" with Yuen and the rest.

Guess what, in the morning, my intuition was right. Renee woke up late. I had to take a cab from the bus stop to her house and by the time we reach school, we were late. This being my first time, I was let off. But Renee had to talk to this teacher, and I don't really know what happened to her. While walking into the hall, I saw Gwen!!! Haha, she said,"Early ah?" in her usual tone. Haha,just thinking of that makes me want to laugh. After that, was lessons. zzzZZZZZZZZZZ

Things got more fun in the afternoon. I crapped like hell with XueYun, Shazz, LiJun they all and it was super fun! I laughed like nobody's business. When was it when I last started laughing like that? I guess it was 5months ago, when I was still in 4Grace and there was still Shi Qi. During Chemistry extra lessons, I sat next to Noraishah and we were crapping all the way. Really fun. In the end, my "sucky" day turned out to be quite fun.

Then came basketball.Jasmine came after her track training. Joan said she'll come today, but then in the end they "tua-ed" me. Sad. Luckily there's Jasmine.

ARGH.

I woke up this morning, thinking that today will suck. I had a major depression. It feels like the sky is crashing down on your life. Today's Tuesday. Today there's Chemistry Comman Test, basketball and the day of letting go. I haven't really studied my Chemistry, all thanks to my dad's durians. Basketball has been kind of empty without them and letting go downright sucks. So, I walked to the bus stop like a zombie. How I wish I don't have to go to school then. Yan Sze isn't going to be in school anyway, she's got her interview. I really had NOTHING to look forward to, well, there's one thing i do look forward to-crapping with Renee on the way to school and my "morning chat" with Yuen and the rest.

Guess what, in the morning, my intuition was right. Renee woke up late. I had to take a cab from the bus stop to her house and by the time we reach school, we were late. This being my first time, I was let off. But Renee had to talk to this teacher, and I don't really know what happened to her. While walking into the hall, I saw Gwen!!! Haha, she said,"Early ah?" in her usual tone. Haha,just thinking of that makes me want to laugh. After that, was lessons. zzzZZZZZZZZZZ

Things got more fun in the afternoon. I crapped like hell with XueYun, Shazz, LiJun they all and it was super fun! I laughed like nobody's business. When was it when I last started laughing like that? I guess it was 5months ago, when I was still in 4Grace and there was still Shi Qi. During Chemistry extra lessons, I sat next to Noraishah and we were crapping all the way. Really fun. In the end, my "sucky" day turned out to be quite fun.

Then came basketball.Jasmine came after her track training. Joan said she'll come today, but then in the end they "tua-ed" me. Sad. Luckily there's Jasmine.

ARGH.

I'm halfway through my revision for Chemistry. Tomorrow is Chemistry Common Test. I really hope to do well. And guess what? My dad came home with durians just a while ago. Hah, that's what I need. More distractions!!! I don't think I can resist the urge to eat 'em. So I shall hurry up and blog.

Today is Monday. I have the monday blues, but come to think of it, who doesn't? I went to Heartland Mall today after school to buy present for Liling. Tomorrow is her birthday! And Jocelyn's birthday too! Wah, May is such a "birth" month man, so many people birthday. And Jewell's bday is also in May right? SOmewhere near Mother's day... Sorry Jewell, I did remember your birthday but forgot what date it was.

And I bought Avril Lavigne's new album, UNDER MY SKIN...hehe.. can't wait to listen to it...

i did my homework till halfway, and felt so sian, so here I am! Haha.. nothing to do!!!!


Hints
When they're so subtle, so small
how do you know,
if they're real
When it comes to you in such a way
that it has to a hint he gave
On that very day

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Chicky Tan Gek Eng
Happy birthday to you...........................................

Hey Gek Eng!Happy 17th birthday! Haha, guess what, I still owe you your present last year. Haha. Hopefully can see you and the others soon, so can wish you happy birthday together, and we can go out and do what we do best- TAKE NEOPRINTS!!! Haha. Aie, you 17years old le, must be more matured, and be more tolerant <-- meaning must be able to tahan my jokes.Hehe...and don't get too obsessed with Chicky, later you become chicken then chum...

Yup, today is my VERY VERY VERY good friend's birthday, and I couldn't go out with them to celebrate because today got BIG WALK. Haiz, I really miss them man. And I miss Xiao Wei. I kinda miss Steph too. After all, we went to school together for 365days with that Jason and were always "quarrelling" together. Haha,now my argueing skills drop already, cos no one to argue with me on the way to school. Instead, I became lamer( because of Renee lah).... Hmm, which is better?

Today it was BIG WALK day. I woke up at 5.38am, and slowly brushed my teeth. At 5.40something, Ena called. And I found out that she and Gwen changed the meeting time to 6am. And I brought the videocam, because they requested for it. Then in the end had to rush to the MRT station where the taxi was. I was like a ghost running, because I haven't tie my hair. Anyway, something REALLY embarrassing happened right after I left my house. I shan't tell it here because really malu. For gals' ears only.:D ...At first, I thought that we bballers can walk together, but then Joan and Jocelyn had to go back to the starting point to give the number tag to their friend. In the end, me, Ena and Yan Hui were walking at a slower pace to sorta wait for them. The rest were in front. After that, we went to MAc. I would like to say that YAN HUI can really really really sleep!!!!

Now I'm back at home, and will try to get some homework done. Sianz...

School from 7am to 5pm yesterday. I didn't have my "morning chat" with Yuen Xin and Gwen and the rest because me and Renee came into school at 7.30am. Felt quite weird not seeing Gwen and Yuen in the morning. But Yuen wasn't in school yesterday, she went to the hospital.

Rushed home to prepare for the "chalet". Then went to meet Grace, Yuen Xin and when I reached there, I found out that Grace's friends are going as well.

Hmm... what can I say? My first alcohol contact, my first dancing. I danced like a zombie. Lucky I was at the back when we danced, if not will become very sia suay, cos got Yuen, Jasmine and Grace to block me.

Hmm... they made me drink a little tequila, vodka(super diluted), then i "kopped" 1/4 Yuen's drink. Hehe... in the end, my head has a throbbing feeling but it wasn't so bad. At 3am in the morning we left Monks.

We went to the place outside Raffles Place MRT to thon. Wah, Jasmine slept like a pig for 3hours. I slept for about 1.5hours. Cos from 4.30 onwards, Grace, guihe, Jasmine and Yuen Xin were sleeping. Then I decided to help them watch out for mata. And my contect lens were making my sleeping uncomfy.

At 6, we took cab to Jasmin's house to take our stuff and went back to school via cab as well. My CIP starts at 7am, where I have to make balloons. Basically, I tie a rubber band on the balloon.

When it was finished, I hung out with my basketball seniors. It was, as usaul, VERY fun, but quite wild also.

I don't think I can tahan anymore, I want to go sleep. Tomorrow Big Walk.

The basic human needs someone to be with her
to talk to, to lend a listening ear
But what if the person needs to leave
what will happen to the basic human's needs?

That is why friends are always in twos and threes
more than that it's called a clique
I once have a clique in secondary school
and i love my clique to bits

The basic human will have her comfort zone
once out she will be uneasy and most probably stone
That was what happened to me
you see, I'm now in JC

How am i supposed to find
those individuals to make up my life?
SQ, Andrea and Gek Eng
Are people who comes just once in a lifetime

I learnt life the hard way
beating myself over not following them
But then life's hard ways has its rewards
Cos i found YOU and made a friend

Today has come and past and I'm here at the computer screen, blogging for the dunno wad time. Well, it was quite a fun day today. I had break with the bball girls. And from 3to 5, was doing my pw on their table. So fun... But then after Philip Tan walked in, the study area quite quiet. But some girls near our table very noisy. Chao si ren!!!!

Tomorrow going "chalet"...dunno if i will throw Yuen Xin, Grace they all faces anot. haha..I always sia suay myself one...

And today, no GP movie screening due to technical problems. What a let-down! But I went to play basketball with Yuan Shi, Jason, Jian Rong. We play against some outside people. Then there was this guy who was quite cute. But then quite surprised that shelia knows him. Then was hanging out with S20, then go join S21. S21 people are like same wavelenght as me lor. But I'm a TRUE BLUE 1s20. So be S21 fan club president oso not bad. Me and S21 people were crapping all the way to the bus stop. :D .... anyway, don't want next tuesday to cum le...

new skin!! Haha..yar lah..i see them change skin, i oso feel like changing.. so yar.. taa daa!!!!

today went to toa payoh to see the A division finals.The atmosphere was fantastic, though quite noisy. Wah,if I was the one playing there, I will be suPer alert. I mean, with that kind of support, you won't dare to make mistakes right? Hope that I'll get a shot at that next year. Will work hard at basketball for this aim. To be in the place where the action takes place and be in control.

Hmm, spotted Jewell and Winnie.No, more like they spot me. And I went to stand with them and Hui Zhen for a while. Hui Zhen still like the hairdresser... haha.. my god, some things never change. And me, Jewell and Winnie were discussing about THAT Assumption English Match where we won by one point and I fouled the person with 2seconds to go. If that person had shot in any of the two free throws, it will haunt me forver. Haha... those memories. I miss playing with them. After all, they have been my teammates for 4years. But I'm glad for the fact that I'm in SR. Because SR basketball J2s ROCKS!!! Haha.. I will miss playing with the J2s too.

After that, me, Yuen, Yanhui, Gwen and Charlene went to Mac. Wah, found that Charlene can really crap. Haha. Both of us same wavelength. haha....

But felt sad when looking at the match. Dunno why. Part of me looking forward to next tuesday. Part of me don't.

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hey..there's another expression for "no link" other than the rectangular hyperbola that Grace they all always show. If you wan see, cum find me and i'll show u..haha..

Anyway, today i saw someone i didn't expect to see, and suddenly my heart races. Dun really know what that means, don't really know how I feel towards people, boys, girls, whatever. It's so confusing. I'm so sick of myself not knowing what I want, who I really like, who I can like. It's like I see one cute person, and I will auto decide to like that person, which, of course is not what liking someone really should be. It's kinda like I'm forcing myself to like someone. It sucks when I do that.

Well, today,i reached home at 7pm. It's 8.03pm now and i'm stoning. I got 14/20 for Econs MCQ. Hopefully my essay can get a respectable grade, although I think I'll probably fail.But maths I got 17/25, so still not bad lah.

Got nothing to say leh. Quite sad that by next tuesday, I have to erase those stuff.

today do nothing...listen to perfect 10 all the way.Kinda reminds me of last Sunday. I was at Bishan Mac with Yuen they all, and me and Ena were doing our work while listening to P10 oso... we listened to 3chart shows( rick dees, power98's top40, and p10 top 20)...and we listened to so many repeated songs. Haha.. but I listen for so long, hoping to listen to D12's "My Band". In the end, when we went for a little break and i go to 7-eleven for a while, THE SONG PLAYED!!!! So angry!! Hahaha.. Perfect10 dun like me ah..haha...

yar, and today I went back into jamie-yeo.com. But luckily, not much have changed, and i put up some posts..

Hmm.. I guess only i got the capability to talk so much about my day even when I did nothing today

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should i do a little poem to pass the time? Hmm.. alrite

i'm so bored
i'm about to rot

haha..not exactly a poem, but it'll do... so sian!! Friendster so sian, here so siian... i think i go back jamie yeo forum...

lala...

today I got econs test.It sucked. Mr Chua's sarcasm needs to be brushed up. You know what he said? When it is 8am and the test is about to start, question paper has been distributed and stuff, this whole bunch of girls came into LT5. Then Mr Chua said, "I see a bunch of girls just arriving. They can die. You may start now."
Diao.~~~

And just now was at Orchard with Yuen Xin, Yan Hui, Grace, Jasmine, Renee and Yan Sze. Yan Sze came to take neoprints with us. Haha..so fun. You guys should have printed out the one with my ass... haha... But then no Gwen. Felt kinda weird that Gwen isn't around. I think because I see her everyday, then one day never see her, feel like something is missing. GWEN!! We all missed U today!

Went home. Now raining. I think I was a bit sian when we went to Orchard. Because I got DMS. Haiz.. really hate my mood swings.

Today... first went to cut hair with Gwen, YanHui, Yuen Xin..no, not i cut.. Yuen and Yan cut only. And I laughed like an idiot when Gwen pointed to a small shop and say, "na..cut here".. the shop got one big big "BARBER" on it.. and I just laughed and laughed and laughed. Don't ask me why. I dunno what's so funny either. It's just a sudden outburst of emotion. On second thoughts, I think it's Gwen's face.
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Then, I went back to PHS for the "OFFICIAL OPENING CEREMONY" of the school. One and a half years in the school and now then they cum and "open" it. As Renee would have said if it happened to her, "Diao~~~"

Oh well, at least I got to see Gek Eng they all again. Hui Xuan still as pretty as ever. And the SQ and me so crazy. When there's a projection of bubbles on the wall, I was like ," Ooooooh..bubbles...mabbe we can catch them." The SQ keep saying I siao... Gek Eng best, she say," Use gunny sack catch lah." Haha.. and they dun wana touch my hair... cos last time got kutu mah...

I listened to the radio on the way home. And when "THE REASON"-hoobastank is being played, I can't help but think of milk. And I felt so sad, because I haven't seen him in the last few days. Still remembered talking with him at the bus stop on Monday night after training. Haiz...heartache..pain...

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When I listen to THE REASON
My heart suddenly felt broken
I think of me,I think of you
I think of the things i could have spoken
to you
I know that my feelings are true
Helpless I dunno what to do
SOme think that you can control who you fall for
but i tried, and still when i see you
my heartbeat soars
Etched in my heart is your face
that pair of eyes, that kind of hair
But when I blink my eyes
You're not there
Sometimes I just wanna hold you and say I like you a lot
Say it out, shout out loud
But then i guess,
you won't know this poem it's you i'm talking about

Guess WAD???!!! I'm super malu now!! This afternoon, I found out that MILK has no msn.. and then I wondered who was the one who added me... Then I clicked on the nick and asked the person just now. It turned out to be my pri sch fren.. DIAO!!! Grrr... the MILK only got e-mail add... then his add got "adidas sumthing..." then my this pri sch friend oso lor..he "adidas sumthing.." why so qiao?? A bit sad.. cos then I now can only admire MILK from afar.. today never spotted him somemore.. lucky my fren know him, she got his HP no. , but i not that despo...haha... cannot say too much about MILK.. hehe..he's a secret crush..cannot tell anyone who he is.. die die oso cannot.. cos I "an di li" ask if he cute anot...one fren puked...so.. yar,a bit sad..but nvm.. cos i think he super cute..haha..then my fren who knows him say she gonna make him have msn..wahahaha... *secretly smiling*

And today didn't go for training cos have to go watch movie for GP from 5-7.. it dragged till 8pm. The movie is "I AM SAM". Sean Penn is Super amazing lor... he can act so well... no wonder he won Oscar..mai siao siao... it's a bit boring, but quite funny. And when the father and daughter are together, it's super touching!! I couldn't resist tearing.. lucky the LT4 dark dark, if not will a bit malu

Before the movie, I was chilling in the study area with Gwen. Gwen pei-ed me for 1hour.. so touched..:D .. and she had some problems with her class. I wished I could give some good advice, but I this kind of pattern dunno how to give advice.. so instead,I just talked and talked to her. Really hope that these problems will go away soon... really hope to see her happy again! Gwen, those dimples are there for a reason! :D ...

Did this during GP period.. cos too sian

life brings too much surprises
all those hints couldn't satisfy those suggestions
supporting these barely clear evidence
that I'm walking now in a weird direction
no longer in a straight line, but not tilting to the side
I'm like trying to find, trying to fight
but then, resisting is useless inside
I'm not alone,that's for sure
so many are fighting losing battles
Gone are the days where we stop and sigh
Blame ourselves and no longer try
Things do change in the blink of andeye
It's all part of this analogy called life
So many stuff to think, so many issues
creeping into my veins like a hidden scartissue
What ever i'm i trying to say, i'm being mad.. says you
whatever the case, i'll make my point
i miss u

lalala...today see my SENIORS again..so HAPPY ...:D... now my mama aslp, if not i sure get scolded one.. hmm, this morning got diarrhoea, but dragged myself to school because i wan eat lunch with them. And almost every one came!! But the Renee and Yuan Shi pang sei us... yan sze go hm eat with her mumma... and Renee dun wanna eat that coffeeshop... diao rite? But heng the rest came.. and they so "shang lian" .. hehe.. so happy inside.. ", ...

Afternoon went to children's home.. wah, I cleaned A LOT OF chairs lor.. all i did was clean chairs.. and the chairs very hard to clean...scrub like hell.. and got RJC ppl cum to the children's home too. At first, to entertain ourselves, Hazzely they all broke into songs... then they sing and sing and sing... then u know what? The RJ ppl suddenly start singing Accopella<--dunno how to spell..everyone was like... *STUNNED*..haha..in the end it was because the RJ ppl were from choir, and they sang for the kids... chey, they like never help to pack the stuff in the home lor...

saturday got Econs...die die die....

Today... morning..saw Jian Rong( forgot leh.. is that his name? :P) and we realised that we take the bus from the same bus stop every morning. He's from S21, and quite happy cos got someone I know on the same bus stop as me. That means can crap all the way to school loh..haha...

and when I reached Renee's stop, must take cab fetch her cos she woke up at 7am.. and she bathed sumore!! Tell u all, I think every morning like a TV show.. will have something stupid or funny happening one...

Afternoon went to take picture for BIG WALK. While waiting,was hanging around with Joan, Ena, Yuen Xin, Grace and Jasmine. So fun lor. The other J1 bbballers were hanging around somewhere else, but frankly, I don't really give a damn lah. Some J1s are nice, but the rest... man, they've got serious A.P. If they read my blog, I confirm die... but aiyah.. i really feel like this... cos wad the hell... I was the only one keeping the equipment. There's something called "AUTOMATIC"...yar, i know a few are enthu...so enthu that they stay back and shoot here shoot there.. but seriously... erm, we come to school to study in the first place, what's with the ponning and stuff??? And so slow..5sumthing still strolling down... whAt THE???

Come and attack me... I know it's bad of me bitching about this.. but really hope to see this team evolve into a gr8 team. I will wish, hope and pray and most problably try My dArnest to DO something abOut it.

6oclock when chem ended,went to find yuan shi at the other end of LT. KiHui and Liling say wanna fisband "TOK COK GANG.."....no...don't..they dunno why i always stick to yuan shi. The reason is, she won't pang sai me... Ki Hui got her darling, Liling got her canoe-ing ppl... how to fit in? And Shelia can crap with me.. that's why I like to find them.

And today Ms Lem Chen Chen bday. Went back to PHS to celebrate..had a lot of fun.. saw Justin's new hairstyle.. it's just his old hairstyle, only diff is it looks like it's floating lor... didn't think that Ms Lem could be so much fun last time.. now really enjoyed her as a teacher...

This morning,I woke up, blah blah blah.... take bus with Renee to school. Today super sian, because she was sleeping in the bus and no one was crapping with me. After a while, her handphone was glued to her ear. Luckily, I saw Charis come on th e bus. I was damn happy. Woo.. first time see Charis on the same bus as me. And I discovered that time changes a lot. During the frst 3months, we could crap like hell, but this morning, I gotta admit, it took me some effort to get the crapping in order.Then I and Charis walked to school together, I was quite bad, cos I pang sei-ed Renee. Renee...sorry ah...

Then the day went past soooooo slooooowly.....

Finally it was time for basketball training. Woo. Pee. I was not really looking forward to it. When I went to change into my basketball attire, I was alone. When I walked towards the basketball court, I was alone. When I was at the court, me and Yan Sze was like,the feeling was so weird. When it was 7, soem people helped me to carry the equipment back. But, I was the only one who put my bag in the CCA room 2. *empty* so empty.......SO DAMN SAD!!!!!!!No one was outside the CCA room 2 after basketball. No one was sitting there, waiting for me, waiting for the rest. No one was there.....


It seems that
You've told me what to expect
I thought I came prepared

Once you let go
I fall
Hard

Today marks the end
A start in disguise
When I sit on the ground
No familiar laughing sounds

Sad, overwhelmed and empty
But then life's all that
If I fail to pull myself
A bb junior i'm not worthy

Today went out with the bball sEniors again!! Although I've seen them all throughout the week, I was not sian at all, because they Rock!! We were supposed to go to Bishan Park 1. So, I woke up on time today, because Ena gave me a morning call. Thanks!Hahah... I think I would have carried on sleeping if she didn't call.

At 8 on the dot, all of them came. Jocelyn, Joan, Yan Hui, Gwen, Yuen Xin, Grace, Jasmine and me went to Ya Kun kaya toast to eat breakfast. Ena came shortly after. Then we went to Bishan Park. When crossing the bridge, Joan's shoe came off. I was partly to blame, cos I stepped on her shoe a week ago. SoRRy JoAn!! Then Jocelyn kept suan-ing me... haha... sorRy lah...

Worst, I led them to the wrong part of the park. So shi pai... bishan gal dunno how to go... haiz... me so lag...

In the end we reached, and I saw a LOT of SRJCians... yar, after that we went to study. Joan and Jocelyn got tuition, so they never go.

I was at Mac from 11am to 8pm. My butt is feeling kinda numb now. I did some chemistry and econs. I think it was because I was sitting across Ena. She was so serious in her work, then I don't dare to disturb her... so I did my work. In a way, it was beneficial to me and her. She don't have to keep rolling her eyes( cos i'm too lame a person) and I got some work done. I was quite proud of myself.

At nite,there was Grace, Jasmine and me left. When I see Jasmine talking on the phone,I had the urge to call SQ... so I did. And I laughed when we talked about Mama's Day and Fei Yu Qing. I told her having Fei Yu Qing as a husband is good. He will bring you to the mountains and wear a suit and sing for you on the mountains. Hahaha.. and she kept saying I buy Apple from NTUC for my mum... and she kept saying "well, well well".. and Grace and Jasmine was quite malu-ed because I laughed so hard and loud....

Oh, by the way, everyone i saw wore either black or white.Only Gwen wear RED.. haha.. gwen ah gwen :P... and they got B.W.S (basketball withdrawal syndrome) I on the other hand, has S.W.S ( Seniors withdrawal Syndrome).. SeNioRs.. will miss Ya all!!!

I woke up at 8.30, switched off my alarm clock and went back to bed.

At 11am, I opened my eyes, looked at the clock and went, "SHIT." I'm late!!!

I was supposed to meet Yuen Xin, Gwen, Ena, Grace and YanHui to go to NanYang JC see see look look. Actually I don't want go NanYang, but aiyah, I never go before, don't wanna be sua gu, so I go lor. Lucky Ying Chin went to NY at the same time, so she became my "tour guide"

I saw SO many familiar faces!!! First, I saw Brenda( the volleyball one) then Xue Mei and Yi Jia<--kept beating my breasts.. yup, just like old times huh? Shortly after, I saw Mei Jun, Poh Ling and 4Faith people.I went to find Xue Yi, saw Chang Rong, Wan Xin, Zhen Hui, Kai Wei(4H), Qin Yao( SR first 3months), Brenda( pri sch one) and Yen Soon ( Pri sch) and Xue Wei...and NY basketball ppl, i know none of them leh. See, wah, NY and YJ are mini-PHS lor...

After that go Renee house for a while, so sad... my FEET STUNK... then they don't let me go into her room. Then I was isolated, so sian lor...

At 4sumthing Yuen Xin and Gwen came to my house watch NY VC SR match that I videotaped. After that we watch yesterday's SPorts Day that I filmed. I filmed Gwen doing her Offical thingy and us three were laughing all they way. GWEn's face yesterday was SUPER-SIAN lor..haha..we were laughing at her face.

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Yesterday.. SPORTS Day.... Jasmine got overall champ for GALS!!! WOOOhooo... Jasmine rox!!! By the Way, her bball JUnioR oso ROX...haha... agree?

And Aquila won the cheerleading competition, their cheer super nice!!! So many of my classmates inside... WOooHOoo.. but, sorry peeps...my videocam no batt during cheer comp, so SorrY!! Dun kill me hor

Hmm hmm hmm...i think you guys are curious who is MILK rite? He's a cute person in my opinion, but he looks a bit blur. Some people say he not cute at all. Judging my my taste, I think you now will have no interest to know who he is lah,hor? He dunno me, I dunno him, and I think it's best things stay that way. Just an eye-candy....


Anyway, today nothing much. I fell asleep at 7pm while watching Sun Wu Kong on Channel U. And it wasn't until 10pm that I woke up. I wanted to do my homework at that time, but since the time was spent on sleeping, today I have TONNES of homework to do!!!!

Was looking forward to 4pm, where I can play bball with the seniors. But then, no ball, and no court, so I went home instead. Saw my mother and sis on the way home and help mother carry lots of things home. She clever, because I was there to help her carry, she bought rice, oil, and those heavy heavy stuff.

Yeh! Tomorrow Sports Day. I'm lookin' forward to the Cheerleading Competition! Got my classmates... Go Charlene, go Shazz, go alien...opps, I mean Li Jun, go Pam, go Hwee Teng and the rest...!!! Will be videocam-ing the whole thing.. .wahhahha... so, RuiYi, if you got nothing to do tomorrow, you know who to find.

Yar, I got my LETTER OF THE DAY letter to collect my prizeon Monday. I lazy to go, so asked my papa to take from me from Mediacorp. A bit stupid lah, cos hey, MEdia Corp leh,who dun wan go.. mabbe can see *stars*...but yar, told my dad to go. Hopefully he'll take home the prize today. And special thanks to * drumroll........* MENTAL_89 a.k.a Sammie a.k.a my MEI!!! Without her, I won't be able to recieve the letter... thanks ger!

Hmm... later must do HW..sian sia

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