i'm in the school library( again)... and have to wait till 1.30 till Yan Sze comes back so she can play basketball with me. Today,I think I am so bo liao, I don't have anything to say. Hey, wait a minute! I know... I'll talk about Ying Chin!!. Ying Chin is sorely missed by us now that she's in NY. However, I'm quite lucky because I get to see her everyday while waiting for the bus. And I almost laughed my head off when she told me about her "toilet troubles" the other day. You wanna know more about her toilet trouble? Ask her! Haha.. I think she'll kill me. And by the way, you must be curious why i bolded her name. It's by request from the person in question herself. Ying Chin, not only have I typed your names so many times, but this entry is all about U!!! Happy anot? Haha...

Anyway, I had maths in the morning. I really regreted ponning during the last week of school last term. I feel like I can't catch up!! Help!! Luckily, Econs and Chem were repeat lectures, so I had no problem.( but wanted to doze off in the LT though).. hmm...i think i go do something productive now...

What is the limit for a stranger
For whom you feel so close to
She's singing for the crowd miles away
But right here with you singing "Nobody's Fool"

When's the time you'll peek into her life
Read all about it and criticise
At first she seemed all cool and uptown
Now everyone's putting her down

Why does your heart feel hot and bothered
Her actions you scorn at, her words lauded
But her songs still stand
so, you try to defend

Where are the evidence she's all like that
To us, should we feel sorry and sad
A star born and fizzled out
Should we stay on the bandwagon or jump out

Who am I, she may not know
But I know she's there
and the music she makes is great
so, WHO cares!
I'm staying and supporting
you rule "Avril Lavigne!"


this was written to eXpRess How I fEel aBouT my IdOl

erm, just came back from Bugis. I was there with YingChin and Liling. Before that I went to shoot 100 "under-the-basket" shots. Tomorrow confirm will have muscle cramps in neck and hands... haha... you know, while i was shooting the shots, I felt vulnerable. An "under-the-basket" shot is so easy, yet so hard to shoot. I looked at the corner of the square. I shoot. Sometimes it goes in, sometimes it doesn't. I don't know why. That's something I'm quite frustrated about, but it dawned on me that it's just like life. Even if some chances doesn't get to be counted, there's still a certain percentage.

You miss 100% of shots that you don't take

that's so true. During the malaysia trip, I only missed 11 out of 12 shots. At least it's not 100% =)... And I feel quite at ease with the free throws, I can easily get 6 out of 10 in now... it's quite easy, because i can feel the rythm in my body when i shoot free throws. Moreover, it's kinda "shiok" when u hear the "chop" sound of the net. And with Yuan Xing's "ni de 15 li ze me lai de??!!" at the back of my head, I can feel my blood being pumped through my palms and arms.

Anyway, as I'm writing this... ( runs to toilet...20mins later, runs back).. I have a terrible stomachache. It's either the chicken rice or the Rockery's Grape Ice blended. I think it's the pearls in the blended ice. Stupid.. I had to endure a stomach-wrenching(literally!!!) bus ride home just now. Pain! Ulcer pain, now stomach pain. I want to go collect my photos, but how am i supposed to go in this state where i feel like shitting every 10mins??Damn.

"Houston, we have a problem."

Well, outer space might not have any problem, but this blog do!! It's taken me ages to read what my friends have to say in the tagboard.. You'll know what i mean if u try to read it too... I think it'll take me some time to figure html out. It's like a whole new language, and I haven't even mastered my chinese and english yet! Hmm, I saw SQ's tag, and was very surprised. Rizal's tag also made me pleasently surprised.=)... hope you guys don't forget me! 4 Grace 2003 rocks forever. By the way, to all the bball girls, I've finished making the Powerpoint.. i think it's quite nice, but must gimme your opinions also, ok? Don't worry, got the "gang-bang" scene... <-- killing myself by putting that in man, haha.. oh, by the way, MY ULCER HURTS!!! This time, it's not caused by me bitting my own lip or putting my shoe in the mouth( although it always happens).. This time, it's all thanks to Rui Yi!! Her head banged into my jaw during training last week.... PAIN!! PAIN!!!Ouch... haha... but i know it's not on purpose..shit do happens.. so, won't go and ask for medical fees..( hmm, or salt to put on my ulcer perhaps?)....guess i gotta go, must go shoot balls to improve my "under-the-basket" shots. Bye.. see ya

did i mention, SRJC Basketball Rules?? Well.. it does..

15 minutes of fame
is all you need to change your name
from a begger to a dame
15 minutes of fame

Now I stare at the sky
Am i too proud or I'm just alive
Is my head getting bigger?
The sky won't answer

I hear my productions a thousand times
I see my performance and no one else's
I do what i want, i couldn't care less
i'm a sinner,i'm a cad

15 minutes of shame
is all i need to be tamed
to know my actions were lame
15 minutes of shame

taadaa...one of my "old" poems...written last year...

see? Nice anot? I painstakenly had to swamp through god knows how many blogskins until i found this one. Nice right? The picture is Narusegawa from the comic, Love Hina. Love Hina rocks. Anyway, i think i'm supposed to talk about my life here. Well, today me and the other J1s were supposed to have training on our own cos the J2s have exams. But at the last moment, it was cancelled. So, ok, cancel cancel lor, i dun mind. But, the problem is( due to my own "kan jeong" personality) i was worried. Should I tell Ms Rivera we are not training anymore? She told me to shoot some hoops after school everyday on Thursday. I'm afraid that she will wait for us to train, and if we don't show up( if I don't show up), I DIE!!! Ah... So scary... that time during the sports carnival dry run, someone cancelled it and did not tell her. In the end, we kena scolded. Haiz, for such a timid person like me, i will die of a heart attack if I get scolded for this. I somemore the only J1 for the first 3 months, so afraid that I will be the biggest at fauit. *Shivers*. Anyway, I think i will go practise on Tuesday and Wednesday, even if it means practising alone. I need it anyway. My shots and lay-ups are not up to expectations and i can smell the nationals coming.. Pressure sia! Hmm, and today we got our class posting. Damnit. I'm in 1S20 while Yuan Shi, Serene( or Eileen.. forgot le), Liling and Ki Hui are in 1S21!!!!! So sad! I hope that i'll be able to make good friends in 1S20 while maintaining my friendship with the tok cock gang. It's a tough job, but hey, that's life i guess.. Ok i think i've written one too many words. See ya...

Here's a whole new blog. I had one blog last time, which was a very lame one. Well, it's all because of Yuan Shi that I decided to do this new one.( Ok lah, I was envious of her pretty blog). She taught me how to put nice nice templates, so i shall try to put them.. talk later... i go put nice nice stuff on this blog first.. :P